I've rediscovered the joy of it.
And in the process discovered something about myself that has been buried all my life:
I'm a "craft" worker, not a "list" worker.
All my career I've been a list worker. You know, create the list, do the things on it as quickly as possible so that you can create a new list and start again.
It's a work style born of too much to do and too little time to do it.
Some people love it.
I've decided I'm a "craft" worker. I want to spend hours doing a thing if that's what it takes to do it properly. Like 100% properly.
I suspect we're all one or the other.
I also suspect the world needs both.