You got nuthin'
The appearance of having "a life" is an illusion.
Even when everything is falling into place and you seem to have it all, you got nuthin'.
All you really have is this moment. This second. This breath.
"Come now, you who say: 'Tomorrow we will go to such and such a city, spend a year there and engage in business and make a profit'. Yet you do not know what your life will be like tomorrow. You are just a vapour that appears for a little while then vanishes away. Instead you ought to say: 'If the Lord wills we will LIVE - and also do this or that.' "
James 4:13-15 (New Testament)